Rebel

#6 The latest song that I have uploaded called Rebel has a dark history. I will define it as fighting against The Deceptive One. And that fate was formed because, The one that is defined as The Accursed in the Quran, came to my house when I was a child and raised me in secrecy on the legal footing with God that he wanted the most innocent child to plead for his case for release from Hell because his claim was that he was abused to become what he was defined as, not that he ever wanted it. And he wanted me to be the biggest Muslim of all time to fight for his case, because he thinks he was trapped in his fate to accept living and managing evil in Hell for good. He didn't want that life. And he was vain, and he was someone who had something from Adam to keep him away from exasperating harm against my soul. But it came at a price, that I would be cursed, and that I also would only fulfill it when I became an adult and my memories would be hidden from me until I was the right age to take up this mission, and all it did was reveal the nature of spiritual realities and I at one point knew I had powers to fight against spirit, but not that I could ever control matter. It's just that I understood why my life was so Hellish, because it's something that is very private to me but I know I was haunted by almost every evil but in limits of my frequency because I knew Love. And I also knew my past lives at some point. And I also knew the history of creation/existence in a messed up way over time. And all I knew was, God made a mistake by testing Pinnacle. That was the brightest Light. That there was usury in the way that Adam and Eve were tested, that they were created to be perfect, but they were taxed under the system of God against people who were humans and other creatures who were not Pinnacle, they were people who had to earn themselves who would not have ever understood Pinnacle except for smaller pinnacles like humanity. But even then, they would have had to be humble, which is why The Quran of this world told humans to be humble, and learn gratitude, because your parents were tortured to earn 'looks', intelligence, talents, instincts, the whole genome of creation. And you as humanity still had your own light that is your own property, consciousness (it always knows itself), your own identity, but you never understood why you have blonde hair, or why you can sing, or why you can do business, they are given to you, as honored creatures, but you never earned it. That is why you are told to be grateful, because you were given mercy, and they were given maths. But under Love, you are only given maths, because it's Love is always True, it does not know partiality, and it knows to self-preserve, that it is Love's Nature itself. Every God knows that they are also judged under Love because Love that is True is Perfect, but Allah (of Ecosystems) is not, it perfects creation over time, and if it makes mistakes that violates Love, including Christ that didn't get itself, they all pay the Perfect Iota under Love, because Love is always True. And the last thing about Love is that, as long as as a creature you are living within existence called life/karma/wanting to be fulfilled, you'll understand love and Love in many relational experiences and reasoning, but you won't ever hear from it itself until, you've reached perfection to understand yourself as your own pinnacle because you become a bigger size pinnacle the more you know in yourself Love, and that is after you've left existence. Until then, they are representatives who you'll know that are self-realized people, and NDEs show plenty of these people.